I can stand myself having a mental and emotional breakdown. I’m not going to diagnose myself with shit(because people seem to think thats the shit now n’ days. wtf?) but really, by now i’m beginning to become numb to it. But i can’t take it when i see someone else going through pain. Anyone really. No matter how much i hate people, i really wish i could take all the hurt away from a person when i see them breaking down.
I kind of… want someone to unexpectedly come into my life. Even though I’m not even suppose to think about because the sole point is for it to be “unexpected” but still.
I guess I still wait for shit as if there’s some kind of hope.